2010 Good, bad ?

So its 2010.

Frankly speaking, nothing special...

except that its my last year of teenagehood =(

Anyway,

My new year resolution for this year is to be financially independent.

Not going to take money from parents for the things that i want.

So the plans for my bike have changed.

Im going to work and pay for it myself, instead of splitting it half half with my mother.

Recently, lady luck have not been accompanying me through the last few days of 2009.

Lots of unhappy things happened.

Each time something bad happens, i will try to look at the situation from a different angle and try to console myself.

But each time just before i get over it, another setback will hit me.

Getting harder and tougher each time.

So? Life still goes on...

Maybe not after today.

Just 3 days back, while i was on my way home after my bike lesson.

I saw a man who met with a accident lying in the middle of the road, his bike was a few meters away from him, people were gathering around him, a man doing CPR on him.

The first thing i thought to myself was,

"Maybe this morning he promised his family that he would be back for dinner."

"He didnt even expect that he will be counting down in the hospital."

It came clear to me that,

Life is short and fragile.

Part of me want to be 50 years old now actually.

So i dont have to worry that i might be gone anytime.

So im going to live my life to the fullest starting from this moment!

No regrets!

Added to my new year resolution as well.

Not a very inspiring post for the first post in 2010.

But, im sure it means smth to me!